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Well it certainly has been a long time since I last posted. There appears to be a common theme amongst all bloggers when it comes to blogging throughout the year. I find more people update their blogs in the colder months of the year than during summer; I don't have any scientific proof to back up such a claim and I may be completely wrong, but it just seems that it's a common occurrence.

Well I'm still here in Bedford, trying to make ends meet and not really succeeding either. It's strange, as anyone would expect me to have plenty more cash now that I'm not paying any rent or forking out half as much as I needed to for the monthly bills, but I find myself with very little cash coming in and hoping things will begin to improve; of course the worst part is that I seem to have more work to do than ever and have been squirreling away on my Mac most days trying to fulfill deadlines and keep clients happy, not an easy task of late.

The good thing that I can take out of out current situation is we've given ourselves some time to sit back and weight up the pros and cons of our next step, do we move to London again or do we stay in Bedford for a while to see how business pans out? I'm tempted to plump for the latter as it's much easier and less costly in the short term and means that I won't wind up spending another five years of my life recovering from my last major failed decision; not that I'm bitter of course, just older and wiser. I know that Neil is after us moving back to London sooner rather than later but it's with a certain sense of trepidation that I entertain that possibility as the cost of living in the smoke is so high. Perhaps it's not the best plan to write about this at 04:34 in the morning, but it's just one of the myriad of things that are buzzing around my head that I've not yet resolved. All I know for certain is my eye lids feel like they have lead weights attached to them and I'm going to need one hell of a long holiday at some point to recover from the past few year's hard work.

Nighty night, I'll blog again tomorrow as there is something else I want to talk about that's just occurred to me... so, until tomorrow.